MindstateC88
10-30-2008, 05:23 PM
Ive been training for about 7 months.... And about 2 months now i started sparring, and im thinkin im ready to get my boxing license.... Sooo many things are holdin me back im losin the enthusiams and motivation that i had when i train... I Feel like im wastin my time cuz i aint gettin closer to get my license or any fights...
On top of that it seems like my trainer is only focused on the other fighters cuz they got themselves situated and got fights comin up... I feel like his dodgin me did it 3 times already, maybe testin my devotion i have for boxing??? idk..... Somethin i shouldve let u know was i train at his house in the basement nice setup he got there, but hes friends wit the town boxing gym here so he said on friday we go cuz i gotta spar wit someone from the gym so i could show the owner if im ready to fight... Its gon be halloween on friday i know aint nonone gon be there.... fuck im gon have more dissapointment.... I just wanna fight...
On top of that it seems like my trainer is only focused on the other fighters cuz they got themselves situated and got fights comin up... I feel like his dodgin me did it 3 times already, maybe testin my devotion i have for boxing??? idk..... Somethin i shouldve let u know was i train at his house in the basement nice setup he got there, but hes friends wit the town boxing gym here so he said on friday we go cuz i gotta spar wit someone from the gym so i could show the owner if im ready to fight... Its gon be halloween on friday i know aint nonone gon be there.... fuck im gon have more dissapointment.... I just wanna fight...